Gotta Love This Shit..

Gotta Love This Shit..

.*baby tink*.

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]

[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[27 Jul 2004|04:04am]

[ mood | sad ]

[ music | lonestar- amazed ]

I have a new journal...MiSsxPuNk! Comment to be added..but I can't promise you that i'll add you. It's extremely personal. Sorry<3

3 comments|post comment

quizzes [23 Jul 2004|03:34am]

[ mood | tired ]

[ music | blahh none! ]

AMERICAN EAGLE

your the semi-prep kind of person. you got the whole prep thing down you just dont see how the snooty part comes in...you wear polos and trucker hats. you love being the life of the party and get down with your parter *wink*
What Prep Clothing Line are You? (With Pictures)

oh so emo
Who should your boyfriend be like?

You're Ryan Key!

You're usually outside and hanging out with your friends. You are normally a really happy person!
What punk rocker are you? Pictures

No geek in sight

[Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<img </center>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.]

<a href=http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=1301>AMERICAN EAGLE</a> <img src="http://pictures.greatestjournal.com/userimg/1142011/287961" width="475" height="350">
your the semi-prep kind of person. you got the whole prep thing down you just dont see how the snooty part comes in...you wear polos and trucker hats. you love being the life of the party and get down with your parter *wink*<a href=http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=1301>What Prep Clothing Line are You? (With Pictures)</a>

<a href=http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=1034>oh so emo</a> <img src=http://volcano.photobucket.com/albums/v11/mestupgcpunx03/other/01emo.jpg><a href=http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=1034>Who should your boyfriend be like?</a>

<a href=http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=1372>You're Ryan Key!</a> <center><img src=http://img12.photobucket.com/albums/v31/JamiLynn/photo10011.jpg></center>

You're usually outside and hanging out with your friends. You are normally a really happy person!<a href=http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=1372>What punk rocker are you? Pictures</a>

<a href=http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=235>No geek in sight</a> 
<center><img src="http://pictures.greatestjournal.com/userimg/833539/59953"</center>
 
 
You're not a "geek". You are a little rowdy, but whether you like it or not. I can see geekyness boiling up inside of you. Dont study eh? Who are you trying to fool. You probably sneak in a couple of mins (at least) *wink wink*<a href=http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=235>How geeky are you? (pics)</a>

<a href=http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=235>No geek in sight</a> 
<center><img src="http://pictures.greatestjournal.com/userimg/833539/59953"</center>
 
 
You're not a "geek". You are a little rowdy, but whether you like it or not. I can see geekyness boiling up inside of you. Dont study eh? Who are you trying to fool. You probably sneak in a couple of mins (at least) *wink wink*<a href=http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=235>How geeky are you? (pics)</a>

<a href=http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=1589>Phoebe Buffay</a> <img src="http://pictures.greatestjournal.com/userimg/856029/312705" width="318" height="359">

 ((feel free to let me know how ya like it <a href="http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/skyehoppus__/1465.html?mode=reply">here </a>and try my other quiz <a href="http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=1446"> to see which guy you are from the show</a>))<a href=http://www.greatestjournal.com/quiz.bml?Q=1589>-->Which F.R.I.E.N.D.S character are you? (the girls w/ NEW pictures)</a>

post comment

[20 Jul 2004|02:47am]

[ mood | sick ]

[ music | I Can Love You Like That- All 4 One ]

I think back to the times when everything was ok.
When I never spent my nights crying myself to sleep.
When it didn't hurt to be in love.
When boys had cooties.
When I skinned knees were easier to fix than broken hearts.

Now it just hurts and nothing is ok.
I have sleepless nights.
My pillow is covered in my tears.
Boys don't have cooties.
And it is quite hard to fix a broken heart.
But it hurts to be in love.
It hurts to know that it may never be ok again.
It was so much easier being a kid.

-})*({-})*({-})*({-})*({-})*({-})*({-})*({-

I want to be with you right now.
I want to make it happen somehow.
I want you to cry my tears for me.
I want you to scream that you "need me".
I want to feel loved.
I want to feel like an angel from up above.
I want you to love me even if I have some imperfections.
I want you to love them.
I need you to love me.
I need you to want me.
I need you to need me.
Cause I love you.
I want you.
I need you.

<33

2 comments|post comment

[19 Jul 2004|04:54pm]

[ mood | thoughtful ]

[ music | "shades of love"- from holiday in the sun ]

There are things that I think about 24/7. Things that scare me, worry me and bother me. I know that I should think about things that make me happy but I can't. Like I know that there are really awesome people in my life that really care about me. I also know that I have a lot of potential to do something great with my life. Then why am I holding back? I want + need a job so badly. I would love to have my own money so I don't have to borrow money from my parents. I feel really bad doing that. I also hate when other people pay for me and won't let me pay them back. I guess I have never really had someone wanting to spend money on me. I have had boyfriends in the past expecting me to pay for lots of things. So I guess I never really had it the other way around. I really think my relationship with Noah is different than all my other relationships. With Noah I feel extremely comfortable. It's like we've known eachother all our lives and have been together for a lot longer than 2 weeks. Already I have a lot of memories with him and with all my other ex's I never really had any memories. I know that we will always have a lot of fun together. I trust him and he trusts me and we have really good communication. That's what really makes a relationship strong and will make it last. I have never felt the things I feel for Noah with anyone else. Like I can talk to him about anything + everything. I can act like myself around him. I admit that I never really acted like myself around any of my other ex's. I didn't really put on a show but I just wasn't myself. It sucks when you can't be yourself. It sucks when a guy doesn't like you for you.

I don't think that the only thing that is on my mind is about relationships. I know that I maybe shouldn't bring this up cause it really upsets me but I do think a lot about the future. I want to live a longgg + happy life. I want to get married and have lots of kids. I want to get a good job and be successful too. So far I haven't really done much to make that happen. I honestly don't know what my problem is. What is really holding me back from making my dreams come true? -Sighs-. Another big thing I think about is death. Not just for myself but for my loved ones. Like how am I gonna get thru my life without my parents especially my mom? Like I know i'll still have people that care about me. It's just not the same, ya know? I want both my parents to be there when I get married. I want them to be there when I have children. I don't want my kids to not be able to meet their grandparents. I barely remember my grandma (my dad's mom) + I never met my grandpa (my dad's dad). I don't want them to have that happen too. Family is definitely a bigggg thing for me. I want a big family filled with lots of love.

I think my real problem is that I think too far into the future and don't concentrate on the day i'm on or the week ahead of me. I'm too big of a worrier. But how can I really change that?

-help-

post comment

-thoughts- [15 Jul 2004|04:37pm]

[ mood | thoughtful ]

[ music | maroon 5 ]

I don't know how you feel.
I don't want to be scared.
I don't want you to hate me.
I need to let go now.
I need to be on my own now.
You don't have to hold my hand.
I need to be the strong one.
I don't want to cry.
I need you in my life.
But I need my own space.
I can't spend every minute with you.
But I don't want to spend my life without you.
Just wait and see.
Don't be scared.
We'll be together in the end.
I just know it.

( breathless )

post comment

i'm addicted to my digital camera! [13 Jul 2004|05:47pm]

[ mood | bored ]

[ music | watching "while you were out" ]

( beautiful blonde )

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

( Read more... )

2 comments|post comment

[30 Jun 2004|10:12pm]

*Sings* I'll stop the world and melt with you...

Boredness has taken over me. I have nothing to write right now.

post comment

*friends only!* [27 Jun 2004|01:00am]

[ mood | blah ]

[ music | *10 things i hate about you--i want you to want me!* ]

1 comment|post comment

navigation

[ viewing | most recent entries ]

Advertisement